Hi--What's Been Going On With Me.

Hi everyone.

Some of you are probably wondering what's been up with me, seeing as I haven't written in nearly a week.  Well, I've been having some stuff going on, all of which isn't necessarily good.

Over the past few weeks, I've been doing a lot of stuff.  On top of working, I've done stuff like the OSU Trunk of Treat, an outing after work, a ton of running around, and trying to figure some stuff out as far as stuff that I want for the home.

Although I've had fun doing stuff, it's also been taking it's toll on me.  Trying to figure out how to do this stuff, namely trying to get to and from places since I don't drive, being really active and thinking about stuff has had an effect on me.

It kinda came to a head on Thursday when I attended a Halloween party at work.  While attending this party, I started to feel overwhelmed, almost as if I was having a panic attack.  I just started to feel really stressed and run down.  I never really recovered during the day, and I felt like crap Friday and most of Saturday.  

The weather change also probably bothered me.  I don't do well with rapid and sudden weather changes.  I don't tolerate heat and cold very well generally.  And it gets worse when such changes happen suddenly.  It usually does its damage physically, though, not so much emotionally or mentally.  

Thankfully, as of this morning, I'm starting to feel better.  Things are starting to look better.  There's now sort of a plan to get the new living room TV paid for by hopefully early next month.  I hopefully will be attending a Best Buddies function on Tuesday.  And I'll probably be coming to an end of my temporary employment within the next couple of weeks.  I was due to work for sure until 10/28, but I was allowed to volunteer to stay on for a time afterwards.  

I'll probably be done after I put in my next two weeks, though.  I'll be needed to help out with stuff at home soon.  And to be honest, I'd rather do that than do my current job.  Maybe by next spring I might decide to return to work if they have something for me, or maybe look for employment elsewhere.  

However, I've also made a new friend this morning and I talked with her for a while.  I also have an appointment with one of my doctors this week, and I'll let her know that I've been having bouts of depression and low energy. 

Everyone have a good one :)